Unrequited love …

Unrequited love ...
Wed, 10 Feb 2016

I miss you – your knuckles, wet dark
thick hair, the smell of your body, really miss you
look, I consider your photo in the “Classmates” and get covered
pain – it envelops me and I feel warm in it, albeit very
restlessly. You are my passion, my unfulfilled dream. Told you
so anyone? Maybe yes. You live alone, you are free to
any small and large, and even for very small relationships.
You know how to be so perfect, you have perfected this skill over the years.
Or are you really so perfect? But it seems you don’t know
how amazing you are and about not even smelling your lips
guess.

Every minute is with you in my eyes – I remember every
trifle – these hands on the waist, the smell of your hair and crumpled
sheets, I dissolve in the memories. Do you know about it, oh
that I think of you every moment? But I know that you are not
think about me I am a moment for you, perhaps pleasant, perhaps
annoying, you have these moments … A stranger married unfaithful woman.

Today my husband and I were on the beach – children frolicked in the water, husband
threw the eldest and built sandy towers younger. Looked around
he winked at me, and when he passed by, he would definitely hug and
smacked his forehead. My husband and I love and can not argue with that. We have
the ideal family that I have been diligently creating for years. Then children
rode bicycles, and we followed the handle and discussed
day – to whom I shipped today, what were the orders in our
the store, as the supplier let me down … The husband was happy with his new
order, discussed with me the design, the client itself and gave a lot a lot
useful tips for my work. How would i be without him
coped?

In the evening we laid down the children and smoked on the balcony and again discussed
and discussed our work. Then they kissed. Only when we were busy.
having sex, pain hurt me again, sex was not that, not mine, you in
it was not.

How did it happen ?? How rapidly everything has changed for
some two weeks? I’m ready to turn the clock in my head
its past. Recent past.

Two weeks ago, everything in the family was as wonderful as
Today. Without thinking about you, except perhaps. Senior went to
the village to the grandmother, and the two of us spent the whole evening walking, waiting
daddy He came displeased, he shipped, and the client now did not take
handset and did not transfer money. My husband is terribly angry. What found on
me i don’t understand My arm whispered that it was irresponsible,
that it was necessary to bring me up to date, I would not allow
like that. How clever I am, I have no such problems at work
arises. He shouted that it was a business, a risk, and I screamed mine. Daughter
rushing between us in tears. And suddenly he hit me, then again,
still. I do not remember clearly what happened next, but suddenly I
I realized that I ran barefoot into the staircase, sobbing, running down, and
my hands are black, yellow and green bruised.

I did not return until morning. When he left, I packed up my things and
daughters and left. Where, to whom, I just lost a week. When
my daughter was tired of our wanderings, I took her mother-in-law. And herself
continued to work and live where it is not clear. Where did you come from? Has come
on the smell? How did you feel, I do not know, but, in general, you
appeared.

– will we meet? – clarified. -Yes, after five years you can
to meet.

And I went to you. I was driving and worried, you did not see me
many years, how would you treat me? What will I be for you? Not
Do you seem fat or old? Or just scary? You revealed to me
the door – you yourself turned out to be a little fat, but you are so
smiled, and so much tenderness for you woke up at that very moment
through all these years.

We drank on the balcony, chatted a lot, everyone had a lot happened. Have
I have a business now, I can talk about him for hours. And you
divorced Все-таки divorced Now you are free and nowhere
hurry up. Tell me why you did it just now?

I was already talking well with you, I just became with you
cozy, as in a warm blanket in the winter evening at home. I am always with you
it was. How was you, I do not even know. But you hugged me,
kissed, let your smell in and I was gone. When я была так
happy ??? Five years ago with you.

Do you remember? We worked together, you were incredibly beautiful and everything
time watched me go. Clinging to them. Delayed. When
Once I entered the elevator and saw you in it, I even have knees
buckled up. And yes – you asked for my phone number. They are bent over
not in vain. We met, of course. Just the next evening
we had dinner together. And a couple of days later. And then I and
I learned that you are married. Have тебя растет дочка. And you love your daughter very much.
And you haven’t said anything bad about your wife either.

Somehow you and I are all over. Basically, nothing then
was not, I did not want this connection with a married man. Besides you
I quit my job and we didn’t see each other again. She got married a year later.
We talked to you a little bit, discussed in “Classmates”
urgent, but once you fell out with my wife and told me in the hearts –
�”Where have you been before?” We have ведь все могло получиться, у нас»… когда
I was already a pregnant married woman …

But I remembered those words of you. Believe, remember. Therefore, I and
met with you now. So it happened. And you в этот раз меня не
I loved, if two of my children embarrassed you, I didn’t like it myself,
My words or gesture – I do not know, to be honest. Only nothing with us
did not work out.

Two days ago I was returning home and saw my husband. He was waiting for me
and he here he loved me and he was guilty, very guilty and understood
this. He also found out about you and me and got scared, he really
afraid of losing me – my husband. Dear me a man whose smell
not like yours. Not сводит меня с ума. Why isn’t he like that?
smell why not he has such knuckles, why he is not so
as tall as you, and I do not seem to myself with him tiny and defenseless.
After all, so with you …

And our children … they do not need you, they need it. And you don’t need me, you
do not call anymore and do not write … you have your weekend today … goodbye
dear and thank you for the storm that you woke in me which I
already did not think to feel … forgive knuckles … and smell
dark hair … and that smile … I cry for you, cry for the last
раз… я обещаю this.

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